I don't know what it's been about these past few days that have been so weird for me that I haven't wanted to even recount them, but I made a promise to myself so I guess I'm going to squeeze it all in here now. Part of it has to be school. I mean it's just been really getting to me lately. I had the most amazing english paper idea ever, and then it just got stuck in my head. I know I really need to get a move on with my school stuff because if I don't I won't even be able to taste the sweet sensation of freedom sometime in March, which also means no SXSW which would be the most crushing event of my life, no syke. On top of the school work, the people at school have been driving me crazy. Some just won't stop talking about me, and others won't stop trying to hang around me when they really aren't wanted, plus everyone's behavior is totally erratic. I think people just think that they can get away with pretty much anything just because we're inching closer and closer to the day when no one is going to see everyone else again.
This weekend was good because it got the focus off of me and my relationship issues, for the most part. I mean I didn't get a happy valentine's day wish from anyone, but I spent my day volunteering at the food bank and finishing buying things for my dorm room. I also got a chance to reconnect with friends from church whom it seems I never get to talk to anymore. It's nice to know that people don't instantly diassociate themselves. It's nice to know I'm not just a phase.
On another positive note, I'm really excited and inspired by my english music video project. I can't wait to film it! I really love the soundtrack to. Now if only all of school could be this fun, there might be hopes for freedom.
Oh and fun fact time, I switched bed sides again, so now I wake up to the sunshine on my pillow. It's the best feeling ever.
Currently listening:Photogenic- Molitor
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